Indulgence

2007-03-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

NEW LINK!!!: http://jing3761.livejournal.com

2007-02-16T16:23:00.000+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!
& Reunion dinner is tml =x
Food~Temptation....Guilty
All those sinful food =x
Enjoy u ppl out there. E long break is soon going to be over and after tt.....
Common test week.
Jia you!

All merit sports grp are going to have NAFA earlier :]
1 wk afert CNY.
If we get GOLD we will be excused for both pe lesson.
1 for studying and 1 for training.
hehe, at least some benefit for us since we are spending more time at training and not studies as compared to the others.
But then.... tt's onli possible if i get gold =X
crap...

2007-02-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

I'm tired. I tried & i simply cannot take it anymore.
Watx with u picking everything i do?
I corrected them and again u confronted mi with new problems...
Tired and simply unwilling to care anymore.
I m stressed to my limit.

What's her pro?

2007-02-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

This post is directed to e f**king a**hole teacher tt insulted us, just like how she directed the whole thing to our class.
Ya and for the ppl reading my post i m refering to a lit teacher tt used our class every mon.
What's her f**king pro la.
I dun think tt our class is messy in e first place la. Take a look at urself first. cum on ... i think ur hair is even messier than our classroom floor la.
She f**king called us you-pigglets and said tt our class room is like a pig styl.
HELLO!!! wat gifs u the right to insult us?
So wat if u are a teacher? maybe u shd check out the UN website in teacher and students rights.
We dun mind her actually scolding us right in our face properly like a teacher la. Instead of insulting us dun u know a better way of transfering the information to us? like : Can u plx clean up ur classroom floor? it's a bit dirty.
I guess she's jus 1 of the ass. fk
And guess wat?
when our class ppl when to find our class CT regarding this matter. She seems to be jus seating near the door and she heard us. She jus came out like ask us? Oh in wat matter have i disturbed u? OH oh.. u are that class 06s07 ah. Stop being such a bitch la. Ya of cux our class quarelled with her. And she still said that she purposely wrote it that way so that we will fell insulted and smth like reflect? Shit her la.
bla bla bla....
In the end she didn't even apologise la. Cum on its like e whole world know this which teacher would ever put down her face to apologise to students? they always show tt they are almighty and big.
She jus such a bitch. She totally lost our class respect and she don't deserve to be a teacher since she herself can't even whole her intgrity right.

2007-02-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

I read e letter & cried
I knew tt she's sad but i didn't know tt it was so serious.
I failed as a team mate and friend.
E team was my everything.
It was my first piority in life.
I always put it infront of my studies, classmates and familiy.
Since secondary till now.
But it seems tt everything is in a chaos now.
Everyone's having their pro.
Emotionally & physically.
I have no words to describe how i feel now.
I jus hope tt everything goes on well.
Esp to Si Jie, Carebear, Germ, Shu Ting & many more
I still luv & care abt u gals although nowadays i dun get to talk to u all tt often, spent as much time with u all or noe as much stuff as in e past.

-Live strong

same old sch not same old ppl

2007-01-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

3 wks since i last updated???
packed fully with sch stuff
Its onli sch work and study nowadays.
Same old routine ... crap.

Bye bye to seniors & welcome to J1s.
This yrs J1s look so nerd >.<
sorri to sae. but realli especially in they uniform.
But of cux there's some exceptional la...
Both Jojo and shell is in Pj too. Caught them in e same bus on e first day. hehe
And gosh how gd it is to have jiale back in e morning.
Luv her cheernfullness, not to forget how great she luvs to talk.
Simply fabulous to hav her arn, since i m not so much of a talker.
And i yearn to be back as a J1. Days tt we can simply jus play and not bother abt our studies durin e first 3 mth. I m jealous of them. But i dun think they are much of enjoying it thou...
They are like so totally hardwokring. its onli like e 2nd wk of sch and i can see them occupying e whole of e canteens study areas durin breaks to study. crap. making us j2s guility huh?

anyway. training this wk are 2,3,4 and sunday is Daisy tan's tournament.
today, 3 isn't realli sort of training.... eh... its more of like helping out if tt's wat miss liew calls it :p But we didn't realli play much too jus ice-breakers, some ball passing and drills then game. Had party and celebrated carbear's si jie and germ's birthday. 3 in 1 birthday cake.

I have got lotx of test coming up. and crap nthing is done.
tata then...

2007-01-01T03:00:00.000+08:00

For e past 1 yr i went thru happiness, frustration, sorrow, politics and many more.. It set mi thinking...
Funny how thinking back makes u realise how silly u were back then. Those mistakes, words, situation that were so unbearable and funny that could have been easily avoided. But at tt pt of time and circumstences it jus nv realli occured to u.
Realli i blush at e thought of it. Felt like forgetting all this akward and stupid situtation of mine.
haha. But then again such stuff makes u grow :] it makes who m i now...

Friends, team, hangouts.....
Yea, a yr came and a yr end again.
There are bounds to be things happening.
Some relations became stronger and some weaker.
Its sad to noe how ppl change arn us.
But its a fact of life.

I hope for a better yr with surprises and happiness :]
Discpline, Commitment, Perseverance, Care & Concern.
YUP i m going to live my this 4 motto of mine for this yr.

2006-12-24T03:29:00.000+08:00

To all my darlings, dears and every 1 out there:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!( IN ADV)

May all ur wishes cum thru and hope tt u ppl have a healthy and peaceful new year :D

Bejing trip~
Temperature: 3 to -5 degrees
Chen De: 0 to -12 degrees
Alrite... and here are some pics i took durin e bejing trip.

Lovely isn't it?

Carmen & mi on e mini bus

My bro & jian kai at e arcade

This is wat e damn weather did to mi -.-

So damn cold until my skin started peeling off...

1st hotel...

2nd hotel...

e couch...

E 2nd hotel is e best. so cosy!!!

Simply luv it there

2006-12-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

This post is going to last here for e whole of nxt wk b4 i coming for bejing :p...

My rebonded hair :p

Going to be in bejing until 11th of dec.

It's going to be fun fun & fun.

Hehe, 1 wk of relaxation & shopping...

But i hate e winter temperature there -.-

All those winter wears are going to make mi look fat in e pics.

No choice ah....

Gonna miss germ, carebear, si jie, jean... ai ya practically e whole netball team!!!

*Praying hard tt i dun grow fat when i m back in SG =S

2006-11-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

Mon & Today...
Did my CIP: Metro For Children
Venue: Sengkang, Compass Pt
Time: 3pm-8pm
Meeting time: 1pm, CCK
Time at which i reached home: 10.30pm
Highest Donation Amt: $50( a damn rich tai tai)
Lowest Donation Amt: 20cents -.-

This is how i spent my 2 days.
I am already missing E team & netball now when i miss only 1 day of training, I have got no idea how m i going to survive when i go for bejing nxt wk =X
I would practically be missing like 4 trainings + 1 self-training???
Gosh... tt's a lot to pick up.

Happi happi tml going for training. But i heard it would be a 'family reunion'?
Lotx of seniors turning up huh?
hehe... :p

2006-11-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

We lost our match against MI :(
28-30
I know all of us tried real hard and I m seriously proud of every 1.
E 2 new juniors were GD!
althought we didn't get to train 2gether b4 e match, but their communications are still some how there.
Way to go!
I feel guilty or sort of imcompetent.
Firstly, i made a lot of mistakes as a 'C'.
Secondly, if 'C' was An Qi instead of mi, I know we can win this game.
y?
Cux she would be able to control e game much better. Or at least at e last quat where every 1 is freaking out.

When to Adidas Expo fair b4 e game.
Saw Sheila and Wenny working there :p
Nth much left there...
i guess becux its already e 2nd day?
Ate at e food court there.
Meet up with siti and atiqah there too :0
Wander off to some Popular Maga Sale at expo too cux there was simply lot of time to slack arn.
Yea and there was lotx of cook bk there!
Saw 1 of them, actually intended to get it.
But was to engrosed in e bottles there tt i forgotten abt it...
lols too bad then.

2006-11-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

Ytd...
Gina came!!!
So long nv see her and its great to have her back :]
Training was gd except for those unwelcomed....
Defence with sham inmproved
I think there's more chemistry btw us now :]
Not onli tt, carebear also improved.
Jia you gal, dun care abt those ass k?
Luv night trainings, not so hot ma =X
Luv e rainy weather too... but then we can't train outdoors like tt.
slippery =X
And i miss si jie! Tt captain idiot.
Seems like smth is missing when i can't hear her laughter arn.

Tml's e match against MI.
Mux keep e momentum going...

This blogger is giving mi a damn hell of a pro -.-

ALL OR NOTHING

It's the chance of life, get ready, set, fly high.
Above the fear of your mind, go for it.
It's hit or miss, too late for you to quit.
You gotta show 'em how bad you really want this, so...

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream, on your hopes you must lean
From your fears, you have to wean yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

Are what you believe, you got to bring the dreams.
Set the pace, competitions take the lead.
This is it, all eyes on you.
So stay on point and prove,
that you deserve whats long overdue.

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream, on your hopes you must lean
From your fears, you have to wean yourself. I
t's all or nothing, give your everything...

My heart is still recovering,
From the heartbreak of another kind,
I'm still drying my tears.
Getting over my own fears in my life.
So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough,
To give it my all...

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream, on your hopes you must lean
From your fears, you have to wean yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream, on your hopes you must lean
From your fears, you have to wean yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

Live your dreams, it's not as hard as it may seem.
You gotta work to get the cream, on your hopes you must lean
From your fears, you have to wean yourself.
It's all or nothing, give your everything...

So you gotta live your dreams,
So don't you be afraid.
Just set the pace, and take the lead,
It's your time to shine

Athena Cage Lyrics

2006-11-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

Won our match against SRJC for ytd's Junior league.
48-8
:P
Hope we will do as well for e others matches too.

2006-11-20T19:17:00.000+08:00

Netball training at Boon Lay court this morning.
After tt, lunch at JP and went to carebear house to watch STEP UP.
STEP UP is fabulous!
As gd as U GOT SERVE, i can sae.
And its definitely so MUCH better than MATERIAL GALS.
The actor had got such a gorgeous body. opps =X
And his moves are like totally wao~
Totally mesmerised.

Such a pity tt IJ and PJ won't get to have a match this fri.
I was so looking forward to it lol.
Such a disappointment.
I could have imagined tt e day would be such a fun day, esp with mi and tze in 2 diff teams.
Well I would have to wish for another time then.

2006-11-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

Its better to admit guility than show ur incompetence in this world

Totally agree with this sentence.

No cheesecake today
Baked Prune & walnut cake :p

2006-11-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

13th- 17th Nov
OBS

Day 1:
Activities in order...
Trust fall
Belaying
Pitching of tent
Cooking of dinner

Well well... all e netballlers are seperated as expected. But wat was unfair was tt e 4 rugers get to be in e same watch but not us ....damn rite....
I was in e same watch as atiqah>>>HILLARY
Was slow in e pitching of tent, cux i duno how to pitch =X
Our watch always cannot meet e time line no matter how we speed things up =X
no idea y.

Day 2:
Rock Climbing
Kayaking.. Learning of capsizing too :]

Learned tt our buddy Watch was JUNKO<<
Capsizing is so fun!!!
So is kayaking :]
reached our destination >>>Asian grantie ... damn early.
Arn 3+ nearing 4 i think.
Yea we pitched our tents, packed our bags, cooked our food
Didn't get to bathe, only powder bath.
Did santury duty with jeannette.
We talked a bit.....tried tp slp at jean's tent.
But it was so damn hot, so hehe ... i went back to my own tent :p

Day 3:
Sea expedition

Headed out at 7.15 and ended it at 2+
Kayak for 7+ hr.
My kayak kept on hitting e others kayak =X
And e kayak can nv go straight no matter how i peddle!!!
It jus go right then left and right and left again and again.....
Rained along e way.
Went thru potage....
E mud was at my knee went i step in and i had to use all my streght to pull my legs out of it la. tried so many times -.-...
When i get out of it and climd up e little hill thinggy, i fell there agin.
Half way thru our lunch it started raining.
Drizzles and slightly dwnpour but no lightning.
Reach our destination>>> SHOPPING MALL??
And u all noe y its called shopping mall
e instructors saes tt tt's becux e trees arn bears alot of diff fruits.
large varity wat, so....
-.-" lol....

Day 4:
Land expedition

Headed out arn 10+ and reached our base camp arn 4+?
land exp was e most tiring activity of all.
Not becux of e journey but becux e bag is so damn heavy -.-
U would pracitcally like fall back...
We were damn hapy to reach e base camp.
Becux i haven shit and bathe for 2 days.
E water there was damn shiok when were bathing.
HEAVEN
Jeannette came to my tent to slp
Did not feel like waking up cux i was so cozy tt morning.

Day 5:
Jetty Jump
Cleaning up of things
Buying of Tees
Hillary grp gathering

Did our jetty jump early in e morning cux we didn't have e time on day 4.
Die die mux go wat. last experiencing time.
Yea and we did jump.
But all of us DIDN'T GET to BATHE!!!
y? cux e water supply was cut off when we are abt to go bathe.
Damn ....
And e supplier suck.
There's no polo tee la :[
I wanted to get 1.
Bought 2 razaback> 1 black 1 white
&
1 tee.

2006-11-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

Mai cake :]

Tiramisu

2006-11-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

Ytd .....
Oral Presentation.
Presentation of e slide was quite ok but i screwed up for e Q & A session.
The invigilators actually asked qns tt is presented by my grp member and NOT MI....
well guess i was unlucky.
Hack la.

Anyway ya... I was damn happy ytd :]

Going OBS on mon... getting totured.
WORSE of all, i dun think e netballers get to be in e same watch.
No fun :[
Haix...
>.<>
I haven even started =X

2006-11-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Caro if u are reading my blog, this post is for u.
To start of with. U shd noe tt i m not gd with words.
But I do feel tt there is a need for mi to reply to u.
Here goes...
U might sae tt u did not change, but i do feel tt u have changed.
I do understand tt khai's e one tt really stayed by u all this time.
He's e one tt listens to ur sorrow, cheers u up when u are gloomy. Although he ought to cux his ur boyfriend & tt's his job :P
Thus being influenced by him is defintely inevitable.
But its a fact tt ppl change over time.
And now it doesn't matter to mi tt izzit khai or reality tt changed u.
I also do not wan to noe abt wat actually happen btw u, ila and le anymore, cux i m getting confused over all these stuff...
U ask of us to accept khai cux u dun wan to lose anyone of us or him.
I m sorri to sae tt i can't, although i DUN HATE HIM!!!
Cux i disapprove of some of e things tt he actually 'taught' u...
But if we were realli to start things again.
I do think tt we have to kick off things right.
No more of getting u and ila their conflict into e pic...
But most of all... some changes ...( i think u read e conv...)
Tt's all i have to sae...
U needed a chances, i also think all of us needed a chance to start things all over again.

2006-11-07T02:01:00.000+08:00

I hate friendship politics too..(sorri tze for usin wat u sae)
Things were nv meant to be like this b4 she...
But i m turning numb to all this stuff.
Ppl come and go... change...
E harsh reality and environment made mi realise it and face it.
But come to think of it, yea...
She stills try to keep our friendship...

2006-11-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

7s cafe cartel outing :]
eh. actually its 5/7
cux ling is taking her Os =X
tml's her 1st paper. wish u luck!

Tze indulging herself with e menu :]

1st order, beef lagsana

2nd order, bbq ribs. omg look at t ribs its longer then mer's face la =X

3rd order, supreme platter. It doesn't look supreme at all -.-"

Clean of everything :] yum yumm

Ice-cream. Sinful =X it has everything i desire except for fudge missing inside :[ It has ice-cream, cookies, caramel :]

Look at all our cheerful places. hehe. digging in!!!
5/7 at mai house :P

It has been like decades since e 7s meet.

lol. how i missed this kind of feeling.

Was so guilty after eating all those food =X

hey, but who cares?

like wat tze sae. after all i m going to lose weight at OBS. Her friend lost 5kg there. I hope it does tt to mi too. If not hah. I realli duno =X

hehe. Looking forward to NEW YORK on fri :]

2006-11-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

heh. I was suppose to upload this photos long ago but was practically lazy =X
These are e neo-prints shots we took on tues, after e k-blox outing :]

2006-11-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Tuesday.. K box outing at Cine

Wao si jie was like totally fabulous.
She sang like nobody's bussiness.
I didn't know tt she can actually sing so well...haha
Realli damn pro sia she.
Ya anyway. Germ, Joyce, Jean, Esther,An Qi, Si jie and I turn up :]
Carebear couldn't make it last min =X... Charm??? sick? haha
E ending part was so damn high although Jean and Esther left earlier :(
Si jie, Joyce and Germ was like jumping and dancing on e sofa. haha
And guess wat.
A guy was like walking outside trying to make a phone call.
And i guess they were actually too damn loud tt he actually peep in.
Then he gave tt very weird looking face ah after seeing wat thwy were doin.
so damn pai sei ah....
but they didn't bother abt it -.-
they still continued. haha

Jus when it starts to feel like home...

My appeal to retain was rejected by e VP today...
He said... we will see how u score for e J2 first common test b4 deciding whether to retain u a not.
I m so totally trapped.
It is like neither there nor here.
If i were to do like wat he said then if i can't make it for the test. I would be missing out orientation, which is like e most fun part of retaining? =X
Its like wat e hell....

2006-10-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Today's defintely not 1 of those days i would like to rember.
To all my pending friends from s07 and netball, u have my best wishes.
Till 14th of nov...
Netball meeting today.... liew was totally so naggy.
E meeting lasted for like 2 hrs???
Ya and it was hell of a headache.
But all in all e things settle jus fine.

Sham u will always have my support!!!
My always GK :]
We will always stay as a team and solve all problems 2gether.

- I jus wan u to noe tt it's not tt u wouldn't make a great captain. But it's jus tt each an individual team has its own characteristic, like different players. And inorder to make a team, one can onli choose e most suitable. I do understand tt ur approach is for e best of e team. But not all team suits tt approach. I hope tt u understand we are nt against u or wat...
There's always a price to pay for each decision. Its jus a matter of which is one is a higher price.

K box outing with e [#]ballers.
Appeal to retain on wed.

2006-10-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

So mani things happen within this few days.
I duno watx wrong. its like madness.
I hope things will work our fine on mon.
For e best of every 1.
Praying~

Anyway its best to look at e brightside isn't it?
I shd carry out wat i always tell e others =X
keep my forever coolness rite?
thx for e lovely reminder jean.

Haha. Anyway I jus baked my 1st cheesecake :]
Yummy :P
Any guinea pigs? lol

2006-10-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

She LOST my respect. Totally. And once some 1 lose my respect she can nv gain it back again.
I don't get wat's her pro?
Don't she know how much effort we gals actually put in to....
And all thx to her...
All this would go down to e drain.
Seriously....
I am so damned SUPER pissed now!
till mon then we shall noe....

2006-10-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

Pics of s07....

Min min & mi :]

Angela... fierce sia

E mins....

Our Gang :]

Wenny & Bao ling

Last Day of sch. Majority of e class ppl practically pon all e lessons except for CT =X.

Took pic at CT. Went for K box & K lunch with s07 gals. Well not all but alomst all?

Haha. it was damn fun. We screamed our lungs out there? esp wenny ah...

Then went back to sch to sign e IR =X troublesome.

Waited and slack till End of Yr bash.

E movie was boring>> Bruce Almighty(Watched b4)

Buffet dinner & played netball for 1.5 hr??? :] Played with e hockey gals. They are realli getting better man.

Enjoyed e game realli very much!

I duno izzit jus mi or maybe becux we hav diff piorities. Sometime i realli felt like saying smth but i duno if i shd.

Struggles =X.....

2006-10-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

Started sch with chi as e 1st period =X
Totally slack thru it. Same for e chem lecture since i didn't have e mood to study after deciding to retain.
I pon e Hai Nan concert thinggx.
Meet up with carebear and germ to get e netball notice board stuff.
E few of us including joyce & si jie did e netball notice board! though it's not fully completed. But soon, it will be! :]
We had lotx of ideas. hehe. funny and cranky ideas. I'm sure e [#]ballers would like it too.
Wait till tml u all would noe>> [#] & ball, gossips colum and of cux all e photos. muhaha.

Anyway. Looing forward to tml's CT period and End of Yr bash.
No idea whether i'll be with s07 nxt yr. But i sure will miss them if i m retain.

2006-10-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

Results Day =X
My result wasn't tt bad as i thought,infact it was better.
I have the risk of being promoted... but i dun wan to. I wan to retain :S
I dun wan to struggle in J2. I wan to have a gd basic.

Anyway. Joyceey dun care so much abt it for now ok? E most impt thing now is to have fun :]
We would get to noe our fate nxt mon. So lets jus leave everything till tt day.

Jean's house after e results collection was fun. We watched GONG with germ, carebear,si jie, joyceey and qi. Played cards ate Pizza, maggi mee and did lotx of others cranky games. Enjoyed it lotx. I guess almost half of e team is going to get retained?
haha. Nvm, i guess it isn't tt bad after all isn't it? at least all of us get to play 1 more yr of netball? haha.

2006-10-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

Gosh. at long last i finished my blog. the last blog was giving mi a hell of a headache so i changed it =X.
Anyway tml is the BIG DAY :S
Pjcians will be getting our results back. shucks. i hope i wouldn't be kicked out.
My best wishes for all my darlings and gorgeous and also every 1 out there :]

Realli felt happy that our team is bonding so far together nowadays.
They realli made be feel that coming pj was a right choice.
How i luv them now!
How i wish that time would not pass and all of us can proceed like this :]

Testing 2

2006-10-22T03:33:00.000+08:00

Under Construction =X

Testing

2006-10-22T02:54:00.000+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION